Another evening (Last part)

Details in The Fabric - Jason Mraz

"If it's a broken part, replace it

If it's a broken arm, then brace it

If it's a broken heart, then face it."

Gue seneng banget nyangkruk (baca: nongkrong)

Biasanya kalo gue kemana - mana nyangkruk itu sendirian, iya sendirian, biar kek jones gitu.

Tapi emang enak sih kemana - mana sendirian itu.

Bukannya kenapa sih, kan mayan ntar bisa kenalan sama orang - orang warung / kafe yang kebetulan di situ.

Tapi terkadang ke kafe sendirian itu juga ga enak ya, sepi.

Biasanya kalo sepi - sepi gini gue suka iseng ngechat cewe, yah cuma sekedar temen chat aja sih ga lebih.

Kalo ga gitu, iseng - iseng nyari lagu gitu di ipod, trus kepikiran lagu ini.

Terkadang,

Apa yang gue sayang,

Apa yang gue tunggu,

Apa yang gue butuh,

Apapun yang segalanya yang menurut gue penting, 

dan ternyata faktanya tidak seperti yang di harapkan.

Gue hanya perlu "mengganti" hal itu.

Mengganti dengan yang selalu ada.

Mengganti dengan yang selalu sayang.

Se-simple itu.

Stay - Rihanna

"Not really sure how to feel about it.

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you.

It takes me all the way.

I want you to stay."

If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember

"You know you can't give me what I need. 

And even though you mean so much to me, 

I can't wait through everything, 

Is this really happening? 

I swear I'll never be happy again. 

And don't you dare say we can just be friends. 

I'm not some boy that you can sway. 

We knew it'd happen eventually."

Fix You - Coldplay

"When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse."

The Scientist - Coldplay

"Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start."

Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris

"And it's hard to learn
And it's hard to love
When you're giving me such sweet nothing
Sweet nothing, sweet nothing
You're giving me such sweet nothing."

After hear much song in my ipod, this some song who can make me so speechless.

Terutama sama lagunya Calvin Harris yang Sweet Nothing.

Setelah dengerin lagu ini gue jadi inget lagi semua hal.

Dari awal pdkt sama Manda, 

Jadian,

Keluar pertama kali, 

Berantem macam anak kecil,

Meso - mesoan di kelas,

Ngopi bareng,

Cerita banyak hal bodoh,

Sharing hal - hal serius,

Dari yang paling lucu, sampe yang paling mangkelin gue pasti inget.

Tapi, sepertinya yang gue rasa selama ini cuma Sweet nothing.

There's so flat.

Gue seneng, awalnya.

Tapi untuk sekarang, keknya ga deh.

It's time to move.

To let everything go.

Move to some better place.

Move to Happy ending life.

Thanks for everything yap!!!

So, gue pasang headset gue lagi,

Gue kerasin suara lagu di ipod

Ngambil tas gue, dan menuju parkiran,

Gue tancap gas motor gue dalem dalem,

I screamed your name in that night.

And then,

Setelah lagu ini berakhir.

Gue pun udah bisa ngelupain itu semua,

Selamat malam, Terima kasih untuk sepersekian waktu yang telah kau sempatkan buat gue. 

See you later.